Blogging

I have spent the last few hours reading a blog of someone I don't know. This person has written everything they think and feel...and it's exactly the same as what I think and feel. I would like to write that but I feel as if I have to screen everything to not offend the "sensitive" people who know me, find my blog and get all upset about it. I think I want to start a blog with a fake name and find some fake friends who can get to know the real me...that's just sounds really wierd (it's also probably how people get crazy addicted to their "fake" internet lives).

I want to get more into blogging but I usually just end up posting pictures and cheery things to make everyone so happy.  I've been debating if I should "lock" down my blog so only who I want can read it, to help me be able to be more open with the ones I want to be, on the flip side when you ask to join and don't get accecpted I'll have to deal with you then.

As I'm typing this all I can think about is what everyone is going to think and say about it.  Who is going to think I'm talking about them and how my life dosen't live up to their standards...is it really their standards or is it what I think they expect of me??  I just want to be more honest but for some reason I feel like I can't.  I can't tell people how great things are, because things might not be so great for them.  I can't tell people how bad things are because then I'm just complaining.

So when you get invited to a strange blog....it's really me and you are my new fake friend.  When you don't get invited it wasn't you...I probably never got around to making it anyways.  Oh and BTW my husband has a fake FaceBook with a fake name...so I can have a fake blog!